Coming back, moving forward

Here is the clarity.

Maybe my word for this month is clarity.

It’s coming to me now. I want it. I feel it. I want to live it.

It will give my life what I want from it. More Clarity.

Like the water in Olympos.

You see it so well.

Can I carry it in my heart?

See through it?

See through my heart?

Today, I saw something that said:

When you look ahead and see no road, that’s the right path. That means it’s your path.

This line arrived with such a clear visualization.

It’s been with me since this morning.

And I’ve been contemplating it ever since.

It does feel like new stories are being written now..

the ones that will become tales in near future.

It’s been a year since my heart broke because a city was so beautiful.

It always happens where the turquoise water is alive.

Last year, I teared up leaving that island, the most beautiful island on this planet.

I didn’t think I was capable of loving another place, another city until I met this one the one that I am currently walking through..

it hugged me so tight that I found the most beautiful scent at the center of its chest.

A city I had never visited before.

And when I did, I found all the missing pieces.

It felt like a glimpse into the happiest times of my childhood.

The streets I was walking on didn’t feel like I was walking them for the first time.

It felt like I had been in this city for many lifetimes.

And we were meeting again, with an ice cream cone in my hand.

The most beautiful tunes, from a seemingly random playlist, became the soundtrack of my day.

I lost myself on these streets.

And actually, I found myself on these streets.

I didn’t know I was capable of loving another city.

And here I was.

In love with another city.

the last day of the trip, ran into this beautiful gate in the middle of a park.

There was a singer standing under the arch, using the space for echo,

using the space to amplify what she said, so her voice can reach my ears.

She was singing at the top of her lungs:

I want you to stay.

At that point, everything became possible.

Clarity..

I can decide what I want.

What I really want.

Tears started falling.

That familiar feeling grew even stronger in my heart.

until I see you again you profound city, stay well and I’ll stay connected with you in my heart so deeply.. this, our secret, in a most alive way possible.